Wednesday, May 23, 2012

True pain depends on who your talking to. For a 13 year old girl nothing is worse then your parents grounding you. When your 16 and the boy your in love with breaks your heart, that's pain. When your playing sports and break a bone that is pain. In the case of pain, to each their own. For me it's the non stop pain of having weak legs that have been screwed back together, that have been broken, and have suffered for my stubbornness. For almost 9 years I have had to bite down and deal with the pain... But nothing is more painful then realizing I can't be stubborn anymore. I realize if I had taken it easy all these years my legs would still be holding me up but I also wouldn't have proved the doctors wrong. I wouldn't have had a chance to feel what a good days work was like. I probably wouldn't have met my fiance if I hadn't been so determined to push past the pain and show off. But now what? Now I can't work on my feet at all. I can't stand up out of bed on my own without falling. The worst pain is asking for help for the simplest things. Having no self respect anymore. I'm too young to depend on someone the way I need to and it's painful to admit.


What I have learned in life is to never over work yourself for the sake of your pride. Always take your time if your unsure of the outcome. And never pretend that you understand someone else's pain. 


So tell me... What's your pain?

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