Have you ever just needed someone? Not sexually or because your in love. But because their your friend and your feeling alone. Or maybe your stressed out and just need to feel like someones got your back. Maybe things have gotten so crazy you've lost the will to go on. So you call them up and ask them to come by but their too busy for you. Then you try to coax them into coming by. Still it's a no... But do you ever stop to think if you told them the real reason you want them there that they just might be willing to come by? But how do you tell someone you need them? It seems like you'd be bothering them or that you'd seem weak. But if you don't tell them then the emptiness of knowing they couldn't make time for you when you needed them is much worse then seeming weak. The fact of the matter is that you only hurt yourself more if you let that type of thinking stop you from seeking help. If they are true friends it won't be an inconvenience to them to help you. In fact you may even discover that they need you too.

So here's what I'm saying, I need you and I need help. Because I feel alone, I'm depressed, and overwhelmed with my life. I am trying so hard to seem like I've got things figured out but I don't and it scares me. And I am weak but not because I need help, because I can't get myself to ask for it. So the next time I try to coax you into coming over to watch a movie or offering to buy you lunch it's not just because your my friend... It's because I need you.